Day 1 has come...it is almost impossible to believe. How all of this started about 10months ago and now it's right here. Today was the first day of moving out of being an orphan and opening myself to become part of the FF family. I can honestly say I was so nervous. It's funny, it's not like I haven't been there before...but moving from being a visitor to having to intergrate into the family...it's absolutely daunting...at least for me.
However God is good. I was feeling so nervous in the morning...for absolutely no reason :-( But the feeling soon disappeared and was overcome by an intense feeling of joy that I am doing the right thing. Marlize's ring reminded me of CC while standing there during worship...It was amazing as I realised we weren't alone or apart, we just weren't in the same place. We were all worshipping at more or less the same time...I stood there imagining how all the churches IN THE WORLD singing together at the same time must sound to God in heaven or while He is standing there in the midst of ALL of us. What a wonderful BEAUTIFUL thought! I realised that my family is increasing and even though I won't see them at CC so often we are all together. I decided that every time I look at the ring I would pray for CC and raise them to God. In that way I am still able to do something for them.
Thank you Lord for all You are, thank you for always providing. Lord You are so amazing!
However God is good. I was feeling so nervous in the morning...for absolutely no reason :-( But the feeling soon disappeared and was overcome by an intense feeling of joy that I am doing the right thing. Marlize's ring reminded me of CC while standing there during worship...It was amazing as I realised we weren't alone or apart, we just weren't in the same place. We were all worshipping at more or less the same time...I stood there imagining how all the churches IN THE WORLD singing together at the same time must sound to God in heaven or while He is standing there in the midst of ALL of us. What a wonderful BEAUTIFUL thought! I realised that my family is increasing and even though I won't see them at CC so often we are all together. I decided that every time I look at the ring I would pray for CC and raise them to God. In that way I am still able to do something for them.
Thank you Lord for all You are, thank you for always providing. Lord You are so amazing!
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